I shall try my best to churn out an entry on this blog before I head off to a night of philosophy and literature. So I have been suffering from insomnia. Not a very good thing to suffer from since the exams are nearing bit by bit. I am just amazed at how time flies. Every hour goes by in a flash and before I know it, 4 hours have gone. Fruitless and unproductive. How great :/ Oh well, for now i am definitely motivated to do well for my exams. My mum suggested buying me a present (definitely very vogue, it girl type...) if I reach her goal of 87% for the final year. It isnt very easy and definitely not achievable at my current progress. Ah but beides enjoying the perks of getting into Melbourne Uni's Media Comm faculty, this "present" is definitely a bigger motivator. Haha now i sound way too shallow and greedy. Aiya, anyway bottomline is: I need to get my butt off to some 87% worthy work. 18 more days before exams end and 20 more days before I fly home to my much missed wretched humidity and of course fuzzy "inner" warmth of family and friends. ooh seriously, thinking about the joie de vivre i'll be experiencing in december makes me really egggggcited and happy as well. Anyway off to some Gilgamesh, socrates, aristotle philosophy before my chicken rice dinner and a night of Othelllo. 

"The pursuit of philosophical wisdom and beauty, Aristotle stated, offered "pleasures marvelous for their purity and their enduringness" But Aristotle did not demand more from an individual than human nature would allow. He did not set impossible standards for behaviour recognizing that all persons cannot pursure life of contemplation, for some lack sufficient leisure or intelligence. However by applying reason to human affairs, all individuals could experience a good life"

Uhhh ok.

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"Misery loves company"

 Hmm the past few days or the past week has been full of downs and no ups. Haven't been in the mood to talk much lately as well. I guess it's the stress from schoolwork, exams and etc. Hmm like i've said before, i think im in my hermit phase. Im just in the mood for nothing else but studying and sleeping. Havent talked to my parents for quite a while as well :/ Dunno.  Been far away for far too long, nothing seems real now. Haha if only joms weren't harmful, i would seriously heed jojo's advice and just do it. but of course, i would never try it. It's against my principles :) haha

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

Hello hello (: 

November isnt really a good month. 

I cant get to studying
My exams are in 2 weeks
and of cos i've got conflicts with myself. (did that make sense?)

but in all optimism! i'll get through it all. 

"write...i must on the left and study on the right."

hmm the sun is too strong cos i think i've gotten more freckles

& the air is making my skin bad. pimples and blackheads

and those eyebrows of mine. i need to pluck them

and the hair needs to be reshaped. 

and i need to be less vain and more unglam. even though i am the most unglam person ever.

Oky back to work ! 

I'M HAPPY (:

I've completed my research essay on Fashion Victims :D

ok off to bed. too tired already! Kerrin, press on!